Gaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!

I've heard nothing from the Line Producer gal about the Script Supervising job. *fumes*

Do I take this to mean I didn't get the job? I have no idea. I emailed her after 7 p.m. last night and it's now after 2 in the morning. Nothing. I even emailed my friend who mentioned my name to the production and nothing. Doesn't look good. Oh well....at least I got that email account cleaned out (the only thing I felt like doing while I waited). It needed to be done.

But now it's late and I think I'll post today's Just 'Cause cap, go to bed, wake up as early as I can and see what happens. I feel I should give up on the thing because surely she would have contacted me by now. Yet part of me feels that they might end up starting to film in the evening and she might email me about it. I don't know. I'm frustrated and fed up over this whole thing. I've lost two whole days waiting. I really didn't get much of anything done because I was constantly checking my email.

So frustrating. I'm ready to work, I'm willing to work, and so far this is looking like my 2nd botched attempt at a job. Just peachy. I hope I can get to sleep. I'm so keyed up over this whole thing. *sigh* :(

Just 'Cause - Armed & Ready Week 2

This cap from S2 "Heart".

It was tough to choose a cap of Dean for today. So many great images of Dean with a gun in his hands. This one is pretty badass though and today I'm in the mood for Dean being a badass. Heh. ;)

Looks like I've got the job!

Got up at 8 this morning to check my email and Hooray! there was the email I'd been waiting for!

She apologized for the delay, but said she was buried in work, which I totally understand. Luckily, even though they're shooting today, it's with a minimal crew and they won't need me. She provided me with the script and the Call Sheet for today, so now I know what's going on. Filming will be for 16 days and the advanced schedule is for shooting tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. Sunday especially looks like a long day - 8 scenes.

The film itself is about an hour and a half long, so....feature-length. My first feature-length film! So cool! 'Course now that I've got the job I'm all nervous about whether I can actually do a good job. This is going to be a much more professional production than I'm used to. Will I be good enough? Eeep! How much will they be expecting of me? *wonders, fidgets* I know I'm going to be a nervous wreck by tomorrow, but I've gotta take this step at some point. Hopefully I'm ready for it. All I can do is try my best and hope I do a good job and can keep up with everything they'll throw at me. :)

Got a lot to do today. I've printed out the script, which I'll be reading next, and then I need to get my notebook all ready and my other gear. I'll be posting again later on today with a public entry to state that my journal will once again be on Semi-Hiatus through the length of filming.

I'm happy this finally worked out. I'm excited, bouncy, and nervous as hell, but I'm happy. It's that first big step I've been waiting for. Wish me luck everyone! *HUGS* :D

Can you say stressed out?

I'm scrambling to get things done before the film shoot tomorrow. I get the Call Sheet. Oh, goody, hardly any parking. The production budget only allows for 4 parking spaces inside the garage. Everybody carpool. Right. Problem is, I live out here in nowheresville, some 15 to 20 miles from Seattle. I really doubt that anyone lives way out here that I can carpool with. I ask about other parking. Sure there's parking in lots where you pay $3.00/2 hours....and we're going to be there from 11 a.m. until 8 at night. Lovely. Not.

So I regretfully turn to my old backup....family. My aunt & uncle live one house down from ours. So mom & went over there to ask. My aunt is always up for helping us whenever possible....my uncle, not so much. He's gotten to be a cantankerous goat in his old age. Really doesn't want to help family at all, especially if he deems you unworthy or it's too much bother to him. *sigh* Anyway, he has a prior appointment and couldn't do it, so my aunt volunteers. There's some near, minor spats between the two of them and of course I'm starting to like the whole idea less and less. But she has agreed to take me there and then she said they'll both come pick me up once we wrap at 8.

Gah! Like I'm not stressed out already tonight about this whole gig. Then I have to go and beg ask for a ride. I can only hope the other locations we'll be filming at have better parking situations. I don't want to keep bothering them all the time. And yes, I'm still nervous as ever. I just want to get tomorrow over so I know what I've gotten myself into.

And I don't normally talk about my family and relatives here on LJ, but this is a flocked post and I'm stressed and really need to let some of it out through words. And man, am I missing my IM chat buddies right now! :(