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deansdemongirl
Jan. 8th, 2009 10:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaI'm re-reading her Personal Messages to me today, trying to formulate what I'm going to say to her and this growing bitterness is emerging.
I'm not sure I'm going to be able to be nearly as understanding towards her as I was at first. I can't find it in my heart anymore. She still hasn't apologized for certain things, hasn't explained others, and has caused me a great deal of stress because of her hasty actions. And in the end, she's still blaming me for not inquiring about the video before posting it.
I'm so done with this whole affair. It's eaten up 2 days out of my life so far and left part of me empty. Putting together a response is not going to be easy, or pleasant. Funny how she still paints herself as the victim when I'm the one who's hurting.
I just want this to be over, but I can't let her comments towards me go unanswered.
I'm not sure I'm going to be able to be nearly as understanding towards her as I was at first. I can't find it in my heart anymore. She still hasn't apologized for certain things, hasn't explained others, and has caused me a great deal of stress because of her hasty actions. And in the end, she's still blaming me for not inquiring about the video before posting it.
I'm so done with this whole affair. It's eaten up 2 days out of my life so far and left part of me empty. Putting together a response is not going to be easy, or pleasant. Funny how she still paints herself as the victim when I'm the one who's hurting.
I just want this to be over, but I can't let her comments towards me go unanswered.
