SPN Revealed - 1.14 Nightmare

Think you know every SPN episode inside and out? So did I, but a new HDTV with a great picture and sound changed all that. I started to see things that I'd never noticed before. After a while I decided to make a list of all the things big and small that I came across, episode by episode.

I'd like to think of this as an in-depth look into Supernatural. It's a collection of interesting observations, continuity errors, goofs, filmmaking techniques, statistics, important (or not so important) information, trivia, and anything else that struck me as unusual.

I'll be examining each episode in order, one at a time. Some of the info. will probably be well known to most of you, but I hope to point out some new discoveries as well.

All the caps in these posts are my own. While most of these will not be suitable for other uses, due to my cropping and highlighting, you're free to take any that you like. All I ask is that you give me credit for them. Thanks! :D

Beware! This post is image heavy.

( Dean: Our family’s not cursed. We just have our dark spots. Sam: Our dark spots are pretty dark. Dean: You’re....dark. )

SPN Revealed - 1.15 The Benders

Think you know every SPN episode inside and out? So did I, but a new HDTV with a great picture and sound changed all that. I started to see things that I'd never noticed before. After a while I decided to make a list of all the things big and small that I came across, episode by episode.

I'd like to think of this as an in-depth look into Supernatural. It's a collection of interesting observations, continuity errors, goofs, filmmaking techniques, statistics, important (or not so important) information, trivia, and anything else that struck me as unusual.

I'll be examining each episode in order, one at a time. Some of the info. will probably be well known to most of you, but I hope to point out some new discoveries as well.

All the caps in these posts are my own. While most of these will not be suitable for other uses, due to my cropping and highlighting, you're free to take any that you like. All I ask is that you give me credit for them. Thanks! :D

Beware! This post is image heavy.

( Dean: Demons I get, people are crazy! )

Just 'Cause

This cap from S1 "Skin".

Last week's theme of Action caps seemed to be a big hit, so I thought I'd try another one. This time it's Silly Faces week! We'll see how many different ways the boys can contort their faces - from duck lips to SammyFrowns. *g*

Oh, and if you haven't voted in my Just 'Cause cap size Poll, please take a moment and let me know your opinion. Thanks!

I wish I could make it right

I never intended to make yet another emo post...*sigh*

I seem to be radically emotional lately. I listened to some music today that...well....totally changed my mood around for the day. I really didn't anticipate it would effect me the way it did. But when I think about it, it makes total sense. It's an album of music (Never Walk Away by Doyle Lawson & Quicksilver) that I had on the computer for my dad. He really liked this album and always wanted me to listen to it. I never did....until now. And I love it...I really do. But listening to it now, after all this time is bittersweet because my dad passed away almost 2 years ago. It's just another reminder of an avenue I could've taken to be closer to him, but never wanted to take the time to do. And suddenly I'm thinking of Dean's tirade at Sam over their dad....

"And now that he's dead, now you want to make it right? Well, I'm sorry Sam, but you can't, it's too little, too late."

Yeah, I know what that feels like. That overwhelming guilt. I thought I was over it....had moved on. But I guess the anniversary of his death coming up in May is bringing up a lot of the hurt feelings I thought I'd left behind. I've been thinking about him more in the past few hours than I have in the past year. Thinking, remembering, wishing things had been better between us, and most of all missing him. I feel in a lot of ways my life has fallen apart since his death and I'm still struggling two years later to put it back together again. I've made some progress, but it's tiny steps and I wish I could make it go faster. Just dealing with this whole grieving/recovery process has been a learning experience. I hit some rock-bottom lows that now, when I think about them really scare me. I'm not in that dark place anymore, but I guess I can't escape from it entirely and on days like today I can still duck my head in and feel that hole swallow me up for a little bit.