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SPN S3 Episodic B&W Fanart - Set 1

I made a lot of these b&w fanart pieces for my First Impressions posts throughout S3. However, I always made more than I used, so many have never been seen before. They're not very fancy, just simple b&w rendered images from my screencapped recordings of the episodes. I thought I'd start posting them all in this new fanart picspam series.




( Six Dean Fanarts... )

Just 'Cause - Requests Filled Week II

This cap from S2 "Playthings".

Remember when I asked for your requests back in the end of March? Well there were a lot of requests that I didn't choose, since I could only pick one a day. This week and the next, I'll be filling those requests at last. I've written everyone's requests down and any that I haven't yet fulfilled will be taken care of.

Today's cap was requested by geminilove_ca, who wanted to see a cap of Sam drunk and sprawled in the chair from "Playthings".

Note: I can no longer reply back to comments for these "Just 'Cause" posts, but I love hearing from you, so please leave your thoughts, fangirly squeals, or whatever. :)

New Stills of Jensen in "Devour"!!!!!

andreas_ri just posted 13 stills of Jensen in "Devour". *squee* :D

Some of these are....um....whoah. Stunning. My favorites are posted here as clickable thumbnails. Go see the rest HERE.

1 - OMG...freckles...lips...eyes....*flails & dies*
2 - This one is disturbing, yet beautiful at the same time.
3 - He almost looks like Dean here...leather jacket and all. :)
4 - Can I be her? Please??? *guh*

Graduation/Birthday suckage

So maybe the fact that my college graduation ceremony is being held on Friday, June 13th really does mean bad luck. Just got an email from my cousin K, saying she and her husband can't come due to a "previous commitment". I was really hoping she could come, seeing as she's been such a huge supporter of mine through my college years, even helping me out on a few class projects. I can't help but be disappointed...not to mention a little pissed/jealous(?). The whole family (meaning our immediate relatives around here) attended K's big college graduation years ago. We all went. Guess I'm not going to be that fortunate. I'm still waiting to hear back from my best friend, GeckoGirl (hello? where are you???), but somehow I have the feeling she won't be able to make it either. *heavy sigh*

Then there's my aunt and uncle, who I didn't really want to invite in the first place. We found out the seating in the college's gym is just bleacher seats. Very uncomfortable with no back rests. I doubt my aunt and uncle are going to physically be able to handle sitting on those hard benches for as long as the ceremony is going to be. Both of them are getting on in years and have health problems. My mom was going to rent a wheelchair to attend, since she has bad arthritis in her knees, but without someone to push the wheelchair for her, she can't go either. She said she'd go without the wheelchair, but I don't want her sitting on those awful bench seats either. I know she would be uncomfortable and in physical pain sitting there that long.

So the whole situation is fast spiraling into a disaster. The way it looks now, I may very well be attending my graduation all by myself. And on my birthday no less. Ain't that just peachy. Another sucky birthday to add to the list. Like the couple of times most of my relatives were on vacation during my birthday or the one a couple of years ago that wasn't acknowledged at all by any of my family. Yeah....that was a fun one. Yep, my birthday sucks sometimes. Maybe it's the curse of being born on the 13th.

Oh, well. It's not like it's the first time I've attended a big function alone. They're certainly not fun that way, but I guess that's a part of life. Sure, I could skip the ceremony, but I've already got my cap and gown and signed in, so to speak. So I feel obligated to go now.

Damn....now I've thoroughly depressed myself. I think I'll go cry in a corner somewhere. Let the pity party commence....I'll bring the balloons. :(

"When Jedi Attack" Video on YouTube

I know this isn't SPN related, but with the day I've had I needed to do something to cheer myself up. Decided to upload this little video I made in one of my early college classes to YouTube.

It's an 18 second stop-motion animation I made with some of my old Star Wars action figures, some blue play-dough, and various other materials. There's no audio, btw, so don't bother adjusting the volume. ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxnvVg6bXAg