Cue the emo music
Aug. 1st, 2008 05:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaI've debated about making this post since last night, but....well....my LJ, my life, my choice.
I'm an emotional mess right now. Did some major crying early this morning (thank Trys, for letting me babble). I think it's the stress and nervousness over the upcoming film shoot next week. I'm irritable, stressed, bitchy, sleepy, and my emotions are all stirred up. Any little thing will set me off with either anger or tears. It's all very hard to put into words. I don't like stressing. It's not fun. I thought I'd be excited, but I guess not having been Script Supervisor for 3 years has me a little unsure about my abilities.
This, coupled with the sudden slow down in comments has me feeling really crappy. And because of the bad headspace I'm in, it has me wondering....
Did I do something to piss people off?
If I did something to upset, anger, annoy, or tick anyone off....please, let me know. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it's my emo state running out of control, but right now I'm just not sure. :(
I was hoping some sleep would make me feel better, but it didn't change things at all. Now my hope is that going to the final rehearsal tonight will turn things around. I know I'm going to regret this post later.
I'm an emotional mess right now. Did some major crying early this morning (thank Trys, for letting me babble). I think it's the stress and nervousness over the upcoming film shoot next week. I'm irritable, stressed, bitchy, sleepy, and my emotions are all stirred up. Any little thing will set me off with either anger or tears. It's all very hard to put into words. I don't like stressing. It's not fun. I thought I'd be excited, but I guess not having been Script Supervisor for 3 years has me a little unsure about my abilities.
This, coupled with the sudden slow down in comments has me feeling really crappy. And because of the bad headspace I'm in, it has me wondering....
If I did something to upset, anger, annoy, or tick anyone off....please, let me know. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it's my emo state running out of control, but right now I'm just not sure. :(
I was hoping some sleep would make me feel better, but it didn't change things at all. Now my hope is that going to the final rehearsal tonight will turn things around. I know I'm going to regret this post later.
