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raloriaSo I'm awake, but now I'm all melancholy and thinky. Letting my brain ponder about things for a long time always leads to trouble. And somehow I got this Michael Buble' song in my head, which I love, but it brings up so many feelings....longing, regret....so much.
Damn. I wish things were different. Sure, I'm working my dream job right now, but my personal life is down the tubes. Am I ever going to meet a guy? Have a romantic relationship instead of one of just friendship? Is there any hope at my age? I'm no skinny beauty and I've never been a social butterfly. I'm shy. It takes me a while to warm up to people. Maybe I'm fated to be alone. It's not what I want, but maybe this is simply the way my life is meant to be.
Yep, still having a sucky, screwed up day/night. Back to capping now...
Here's the song, "Lost" by Michael Buble'
Damn. I wish things were different. Sure, I'm working my dream job right now, but my personal life is down the tubes. Am I ever going to meet a guy? Have a romantic relationship instead of one of just friendship? Is there any hope at my age? I'm no skinny beauty and I've never been a social butterfly. I'm shy. It takes me a while to warm up to people. Maybe I'm fated to be alone. It's not what I want, but maybe this is simply the way my life is meant to be.
Yep, still having a sucky, screwed up day/night. Back to capping now...
Here's the song, "Lost" by Michael Buble'
