raloria

Oh, man. To top off my foul mood I've been thinking about what all I need to do and the list is...overwhelming to say the least. It also got me to thinking of all the things people have asked me to do...things I still haven't gotten done in what? Nearly a year. WTH?

Let's see...there's the Ben caps from DA, the music vid using the Anne Murray song, caps of Dean and Sam with their eyes closed, info. about where SPN is filming this season, and I'm sure a few others that I've probably forgotten.

Then there's all the other stuff: the fanfic that's been left languishing without it's two sequels, the S4 fanart that still needs to be made and posted, all the capping for S2-S4, getting back to the SPN Revealed posts, those 200-plus icons to post, and then there's the big, current project of the SPN Filming Locations List.

All this, plus getting ready to attend my first con in 23 days.

*sigh* I seriously need an "overwhelmed" Mood Theme, 'cause I'm really feeling it now.

Now don't think that I don't want people to come to me when they need help with something. I love helping whoever I can. It's just that I feel like I'm letting some of you down because I've let your stuff go for so long and I'm truly sorry about that. I don't even have a decent excuse. I'm not working, I'm done with school, and I spend most of my days online. And still I can't seem to keep up with it all.

This is so tough, because I don't want to sound like I'm complaining. I'm just feeling mad at myself, overwhelmed, stressed out, and if you haven't guessed...very emotional. When I downward spiral, I do it in a big way. I'm going to quit now because I'm sure you're sick of reading all this emo crap. *crawls back into hole*