Friends Cut Coming
Oct. 25th, 2009 07:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaI hardly ever do friends cuts. I think this will be my second one, ever.
Because of the anonymous meme several weeks ago I haven't felt comfortable making certain posts in my journal anymore. Hence all the polls of late. I feel like I'm constantly under scrutiny and I have to watch what I say even in my own journal. I know I should just "let it go", and while I've tried, some strong feelings of doubt are still there and I can't seem to shake them.
I should be able to post whatever I want here, but right now I don't have that feeling. Hopefully reducing my Flist down a little will help. I don't really want to make this cut, but for my own peace of mind, I feel it's necessary.
The cut will be done sometime this week. New friends, of course, will not be cut, since we're still getting to know each other. If you also want to cut me and bow out now, feel free to do so. If I cut you and you feel it's wrong or unwarranted, please let me know.
I truly hate to be doing this, but I think it's the only way I'm going to feel at home again on my own journal. I hope you all understand and I apologize for any hurt feelings this might bring. This has not been an easy decision.
Because of the anonymous meme several weeks ago I haven't felt comfortable making certain posts in my journal anymore. Hence all the polls of late. I feel like I'm constantly under scrutiny and I have to watch what I say even in my own journal. I know I should just "let it go", and while I've tried, some strong feelings of doubt are still there and I can't seem to shake them.
I should be able to post whatever I want here, but right now I don't have that feeling. Hopefully reducing my Flist down a little will help. I don't really want to make this cut, but for my own peace of mind, I feel it's necessary.
The cut will be done sometime this week. New friends, of course, will not be cut, since we're still getting to know each other. If you also want to cut me and bow out now, feel free to do so. If I cut you and you feel it's wrong or unwarranted, please let me know.
I truly hate to be doing this, but I think it's the only way I'm going to feel at home again on my own journal. I hope you all understand and I apologize for any hurt feelings this might bring. This has not been an easy decision.
