Bad day

[raloria]

Welcome to my sucky day.

Things were fine & then mom and I got in a stupid little argument which then ended when she exploded at me totally out of the blue. We've barely said 10 words to each other since then. I don't even really know why she's pissed at me, but all I know is...as usual, it's my fault. From my perspective, she owes me an apology, but I'll never get it. I'm not even upset at her, just a little shocked by her outburst at me. Since we've come home (we were out in the car when the argument happened) she's yelled at me again, which is happening more and more often, btw. So I know she's still angry and at this point I'm just trying to stay away from her as much as possible. *sigh*

I'm starting to get used to her silently blaming me for everything. There's so many things I do wrong, so many things I do that don't meet up to her standards. So tonight I kind of accepted that no matter what happens that's wrong, it's going to be my fault. I think I'll start a list, just to keep track of it all.