It doesn't matter if I cry, Don't matter if I bleed

[raloria]

I almost put some of this with the Just 'Cause post, but I think putting it in a public post would be a mistake. I keep thinking of all the times I've posted things that have backfired on me.

In the past I've been attacked anonymously, by people I thought were my friends, even been charged with a fine of sorts for posting someone's video.

RL has been a little crazy of late and then when I should be all happy, I'm shot down and end up feeling the opposite. Sucks. I wear my heart on my sleeve & I'm too easily hurt, I guess. What I always wonder is...is it always just me? Does anyone else get this treatment?

Makes me wonder why being online has to be so difficult. Why can't we all just be happy, friendly, and fair?

It's time like these when I feel like giving up LJ and being online in any form. Goodness knows I've thought of this before, but I know I have friends here and I couldn't stand to lose you.

Sorry I'm so emo this morning. *sigh* I'm tired and a little stressed and the bit this morning was just the final straw. Thank you for letting me vent. I need to have a little cry and get some sleep.