I hate intense family discussions

[raloria]

What a night. Like I said on the JC post, I'm feeling a little wrung out right now. Hours of talking with one of my older cousins into the wee hours of morning can do that, I guess. Quite the emotional rollercoaster we 3 (me, mom, and him) went on. At one point I was literally shaking with emotions and anxiety.

I'm spent. The sun is up and I've gotta get some sleep. Hope I can calm down and get some. I'm still all tense/shaking inside. Hate feeling like this. :(