The Loser Babe, Is You *

* This the title of a Ricky Nelson song. The name of the song just popped into my head today and seemed to describe perfectly how I felt...like a loser. If you're interested, here are the lyrics.

It's been a long day and now it's time to decompress and vent. Today had its good moments and its bad and I need to talk about both. I rarely spend this much LJ space talking about my personal life, but with the day I had I think it's warranted. This is liable to be long, so only read if you're really interested.

( My sucky day behind the cut to spare uninterested individuals... )