May: not a happy month for me...

It's May 1st now. Spring, sunshine, flowers....all that good stuff, right? Not for me.

I'm feeling kind of down right now. I really haven't felt like doing much of anything. Couldn't even get myself to answer some comments even though I know I need to. I've been very sensitive and emotional today (well, yesterday if you're being technical)...crying off and on all day. It all comes down to the 2 year anniversary of my dad's death coming up in about 2 weeks. It's weird how I always get upset in the days before the event, but not on the day itself. So my emotions have been all over the place lately.

I was touched...truly, by your outpouring of love to my "Defriending Amnesty" post the other night. Apparently I scared everyone into thinking I was cutting people. That's not the case at all. I was just giving people who wanted to defriend me, the opportunity to do so without any questions or hurt feelings. I'm relieved (and kind of surprised) to say that nobody has defriended me in response to that post. All of you, a few lurkers included, said such wonderful things and I kind of feel embarrassed by all the attention. I want to thank all of you. I'm lucky and blessed to have you on my flist. *HUGS*

( More reasons for my sadness: missing a couple of furry friends... )

Just 'Cause

This cap from S2 "Everybody Loves A Clown".

I'm reflecting my mood through Dean today. I know that anger, that pain...all too well. I was living it the night this episode first aired.

Happy for a new & better day

I want to thank you all for your warm and loving words yesterday. It was a rough day, but I'm doing better now. Must be because it's SPN Thursday. :) Anyway, BIG HUGS to all of you. I say it all the time, but it's true....I have the best flist ever!!! As soon as I finish this post I'm going to concentrate on getting back to your comments. I'll see how many I can get done before I have to quit for supper and SPN.

Despite my depression yesterday, I did get something done that I've been meaning to do for months. I finished capping "Wendigo". Of all the S1 episodes, it was the only one that I hadn't finished. I still need to fix the new caps, but at least they've been made and that's a huge step right there. I even spotted a continuity error I'll have to add to my SPN Revealed entry. Once I have the "Wendigo" caps all finished and uploaded to PB, I'll finally be able to start posting them all. This means picspams for each of the episodes and a zipped folder (or folders) of all the caps for each episode. So look for every cap from S1 posts once S3 finishes! :)

I'm not bouncyOMGSPNIsOnTonight excited, but I'm happy the show is a mere 3 hours away. The weather is nice and sunny outside with very little breeze, so hopefully it'll remain calm come showtime.

Okay, I'm off to reply to your comments. Catch you all after the eppy. :)

Hmmm...fandom? Where are you?

( What's with the lackluster response to tonight's episode? - Warning for a few spoilers if you haven't seen it yet. )