Too frustrated to think of a subject line

This is me....juggle, juggle, juggle. Lots of projects all bouncing around in various stages of readiness.

This is me after spending all evening working on a picspam that I have yet to post...and it's late.

I'm frustrated & irritable...and I don't want to be. But what happens after after you've been fixing 50-some caps by hand? After a while you cease to think that any of them are good.

I know I seem to bitch and rant a lot here, but sometimes I need to get it out. I put this pressure on myself and yet you're all so patient and understanding. I'm not looking for sympathy or anything, I just want to put this out there in the online ether.

Mini-Rant List:
- It's September 3rd and guess what? I haven't worked anymore on my Dean Meta and I'm now late for my own deadline.
- Guess what else I haven't worked on? My fanfic. I've got 15 days to get them done and I've done zilch.
- loco_lobo found a problem with my zipped folders of "Skin". There should be another folder of caps and it's not there. I'm grateful for the heads-up, but frustrated that with each folder getting downloaded over 40 times....nobody else ever noticed????? The set of caps for "Skin" has always given me trouble. I have no idea why. So now I've gotta track down where the missing caps are! Grrrrr!
//end rant

Just 'Cause - Armed & Ready Week

This cap from S1 "Dead Man's Blood".

I'd love to see Dean with a crossbow again. It was all kinds of cool/HAWT!
I'm soooo sleepy. Going to bed now.
Oh, btw....I watched the entire S3 DVD set yesterday. Yep....all 16 episodes & the extras. Whoah.
Bed....need bed.....

To. Much. Stress.

Aaaaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm stressing so much right now. Why do I do this to myself? Why??? *headdesk*

I'm hoping I'll feel a little better once I get a few things done on my To-Do List for today, but I already feel so far behind in....well....everything. Maybe I'm stressed out because of the SPN Revealed S2 post I need to code late tonight.

Good news, though....I've got the missing "Skin" caps zipped in a folder which is uploading to MediaFire as I type this. I will then fix my "Picspam Card" and re-post.

I think I need to listen to some relaxing music. Maybe some classical. Anyone got other suggestions?
I really need something to help ease the tension I'm drowning in right now. :(

*hugs flist tight*

Belated Happy Birthday Picspam for Moondropz

I'm terribly late with this, but after working 2 days on this picspam it's finally done. :D

I can claim that the boys were quite a distraction yesterday, as I was choosing caps while watching the S3 DVD set. ;) Being surrounded by that much pretty all day and night is bound to keep anyone from being productive. But it's all done now, and I'm happy to get this posted, even though I am late.

Sue, I wanted to do something special for your birthday, since it was on the day the S3 DVDs came out. So I've made a picspam of Dean in Season Three for you (and everyone else on my flist, of course). It's not every episode, but it's most of them. There's 55 caps in total and a few are in B&W because they simply looked better that way. :)

Happy (belated) Birthday, sweetie! You're the only one I know of in the fandom that posts even more than I do. You simply astound me and I must admit, you're a tough act to follow. Thank you for being one of my LJ buddies! Enjoy the Dean goodies!!! *HUGS* :D



( 55 caps of Dean in S3....not dial-up friendly )