Crap! My bad day continues...

I'm trying to record JDM on the Jimmy Kimmel show, but we're having high winds here in Western WA (along with record rains & flooding) and it's messing up our TV reception!



Gaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

The bad weather already knocked out the High Definition, so now the picture is no longer widescreen. And with every wind gust the picture goes out. Bah. This sucks.

*hopes the winds are gone for Jensen's appearance tomorrow...err Thursday...whatever.*

And now I wait...

I just replied back to deansdemongirl via PM about this whole video mess and her demand for $100 (which I told her right away that I do not owe her).

I want to thank you dear Flist, for all your help & support in this matter. *Big Hug*

Armed with your suggestions and my own highly stoked flame, I stated my own case and demands for her to show proof of her ownership of that video. I also pointed out a lot of other things, such as the small amount of money she's made from a video that she's probably using illegally herself. I believe I expressed myself plainly and clearly and without openly attacking.

My only concern is what happens now? How will she respond? She wasn't considerate in her initial actions, accusing me of being the thief and all that. What will she do next? Take some kind of legal action against me for not paying her?

To say this whole thing is stressing me out would be an understatement. I didn't need this. My actions were completely innocent, yet I'm the only one being punished. I also told her I resented her comments to those people who downloaded the video from my post. That was really uncalled for and she again, painted me as the thief, which I find offensive.

Now it's time to wait for the other shoe to drop. *sigh*

Just 'Cause

This cap is from S2 "Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things".

Just 'Cause Odds & Ends: Dean - a bit stressed and ticked off. I know the feeling.
I really don't have much to say today. Watched JDM on Jimmy Kimmel, but he was only on for 6 min. But he looked good and maybe I'll cap my crappy video recording of it. If I can't post the video, at least caps will be something. There was so much I wanted to get done Wednesday and it didn't happen. It wasn't a good day and right now I just want to go to bed and find some peace.

The latest in the deansdemongirl mess

I got to bed late, reading all of you many emails and PM (Thank You!!!!!), and got a PM from deansdemongirl before I got off the computer. Fearing the worst, I went to bed without reading it. I was already upset and stressed out, I didn't need more bad news to make me feel worse. Even so, I had a hard time going to sleep, my thoughts of what was to come filling my head.

After 4 hours of sleep I came back online to face the music.

( Shoot first, ask questions later... )

To my Flist

I wanted to do something special because of your help. You all came through for me in ways I couldn't have imagined and I truly appreciate it. I know I still owe individual thanks to so many of you, but this is a start.

My Flist Is The Best! You Rock!!!



( A song & caps behind the cut... )

Preparing to respond to deansdemongirl

I'm re-reading her Personal Messages to me today, trying to formulate what I'm going to say to her and this growing bitterness is emerging.

I'm not sure I'm going to be able to be nearly as understanding towards her as I was at first. I can't find it in my heart anymore. She still hasn't apologized for certain things, hasn't explained others, and has caused me a great deal of stress because of her hasty actions. And in the end, she's still blaming me for not inquiring about the video before posting it.

I'm so done with this whole affair. It's eaten up 2 days out of my life so far and left part of me empty. Putting together a response is not going to be easy, or pleasant. Funny how she still paints herself as the victim when I'm the one who's hurting.

I just want this to be over, but I can't let her comments towards me go unanswered.