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First, I want to thank all of you who left me such wonderful, loving, and supportive comments to my major melt-down the other day. As I told several of you, once I got started, I couldn't seem to quit and all my emotions and irrational thoughts came spilling out. So parts of it were a bit extreme, but it's truly the way I felt at the time.


So I thought long and hard about my situation here at LJ. I weighed the pros and cons of leaving LJ and as you'll see by my list, I came to a decision. Hopefully you can read my scrawling...


I never really thought I would leave, but it was a thought and since I'd never had it before, it called for some deep thought and consideration. I really was torn for a while. Should I stay or go? But all of you reminded me why I'm here, why I love what I do for the fandom, and that I love this show and don't want to leave the other people who love it as much as I do. I would be miserable without having fellow fans to squee with. And I wouldn't want to lose the friends I've made here...there's too much of that going on already. *clutches flist*

I'll just have to re-double my efforts to stay away from the wank as much as possible. And if I do see it, for goodness sakes, run away and don't look back! Must. Not. Read. Poison. It's just not healthy. Stay in the bright and sunny areas of the fandom. Time heals all wounds, as the saying goes and I'm already feeling better about things than I did on Tuesday night.

Another plus about staying? I have a ton of posts and goodies to share! I've been capping and prepping (yes, even while I was considering leaving LJ...which kinda shows I really couldn't leave) and I'm excited to start sharing them again. See, you've all given me hope again. You revitalized me and made me see that I do have a place here. You guys deserve so much more than a simple thanks from me...you truly do! But hopefully a big, huge hug, will do....and more goody spam from me! ;)

(((((((HUG)))))))
I LOVE YOU, MY FLIST, LURKERS, ETC.
THANK YOU!!!!!!


Special thanks to [livejournal.com profile] leelust and [livejournal.com profile] x5vale who told me there was no way I was leaving and laid on a bit of guilt just for good measure. To [livejournal.com profile] i_o_r_h_a_e_l for reminding me of the title of my journal "You Just Can't Quit". There's now a little scrolling widget on my Profile page with the song's lyrics....as a reminder. And to [livejournal.com profile] trystan830 for letting me vent my feelings through IM.


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