Life was easier when I didn't care
Mar. 3rd, 2009 03:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaCouldn't drag myself out of bed today and overslept. :(
Now I'm feeling all meh and...overwhelmed is a good word, I think. Why isn't there a mood in the Mood Theme thingy for overwhelmed? I'd be using it a lot.
I defriended someone today, someone kinda popular in the fandom. But she never friended me back. It's been months since I friended her and even though I left her a comment when I did friend her, she never answered back, so why should I care anymore. It's been bugging me for a while, so yeah....bye, bye. She'll never miss me.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend lately. I look at my flist every day and I see so many of you having this problem and that tragedy and I wish I could comment to all of them, but I can't. I try to get to some of you, but then there are others and I don't have time get to everyone and sometimes I don't know what to say, and for that I'm very sorry. I know there are people who seem to comment on everyone's posts. How on earth do they do it???? How do they keep up with everyone and are seemingly friends with everyone? Do they even do anything else? *sigh*
And of course, this brings up that old issue of me feeling like I don't post enough goodies. I know I haven't done a good cap post in ages. I'm a month late with SPN Revealed, too. Every now and then I try to post a bunch of things, but then I fall behind again and I'm back to the same old problem. I suppose that's why I started the 3 Icons A Day posts. It was a way to give you more goodies that was quick and easy for me to post every day. And I know I keep whining about this stuff all the time and I'm sure I'm annoying everyone with it. I can't help it....I feel like I'm letting people down when I don't post often enough.
Back to the commenting thing....I also wish I was better friends with a lot of you. I don't know if we just haven't made a real connection yet, or maybe we're all too busy or what it is. Some of you I've gotten to know and I'm happy we've made that connection. I know part of the problem, again, is on my end from not commenting enough. Sometimes I feel like I'm commenting on the same people's journals and neglecting the rest of you. It's not a purposeful act. I honestly don't keep track of whose journals I comment on, just like I don't really keep track of who comments on my journal.
So there you have it. Thanks for reading if you've gotten this far.
On a different topic...I was going to go take my walk, but I can hear thunder (even seen a few strikes of lightning) and from looking at the local radar, there's a big storm cell coming over us. Eeep. Guess I won't be taking that walk. Getting caught in a downpour and possibly struck by lightning would definitely put a damper on my already messed up day. Heh. Now I can say I really do have a dark cloud over my head.
Now I'm feeling all meh and...overwhelmed is a good word, I think. Why isn't there a mood in the Mood Theme thingy for overwhelmed? I'd be using it a lot.
I defriended someone today, someone kinda popular in the fandom. But she never friended me back. It's been months since I friended her and even though I left her a comment when I did friend her, she never answered back, so why should I care anymore. It's been bugging me for a while, so yeah....bye, bye. She'll never miss me.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend lately. I look at my flist every day and I see so many of you having this problem and that tragedy and I wish I could comment to all of them, but I can't. I try to get to some of you, but then there are others and I don't have time get to everyone and sometimes I don't know what to say, and for that I'm very sorry. I know there are people who seem to comment on everyone's posts. How on earth do they do it???? How do they keep up with everyone and are seemingly friends with everyone? Do they even do anything else? *sigh*
And of course, this brings up that old issue of me feeling like I don't post enough goodies. I know I haven't done a good cap post in ages. I'm a month late with SPN Revealed, too. Every now and then I try to post a bunch of things, but then I fall behind again and I'm back to the same old problem. I suppose that's why I started the 3 Icons A Day posts. It was a way to give you more goodies that was quick and easy for me to post every day. And I know I keep whining about this stuff all the time and I'm sure I'm annoying everyone with it. I can't help it....I feel like I'm letting people down when I don't post often enough.
Back to the commenting thing....I also wish I was better friends with a lot of you. I don't know if we just haven't made a real connection yet, or maybe we're all too busy or what it is. Some of you I've gotten to know and I'm happy we've made that connection. I know part of the problem, again, is on my end from not commenting enough. Sometimes I feel like I'm commenting on the same people's journals and neglecting the rest of you. It's not a purposeful act. I honestly don't keep track of whose journals I comment on, just like I don't really keep track of who comments on my journal.
So there you have it. Thanks for reading if you've gotten this far.
On a different topic...I was going to go take my walk, but I can hear thunder (even seen a few strikes of lightning) and from looking at the local radar, there's a big storm cell coming over us. Eeep. Guess I won't be taking that walk. Getting caught in a downpour and possibly struck by lightning would definitely put a damper on my already messed up day. Heh. Now I can say I really do have a dark cloud over my head.
