My heart on my sleeve for anyone to hurt
Jul. 1st, 2009 07:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaHow can one defriending send me into such a tailspin?
I had plans for today. I've got this huge to-do list (12 LJ posts to get done) and instead I'm depressed and don't feel like doing anything. I took a nap and I still don't feel better. It's a beautiful, sunny summer day outside, but there might as well be a dark cloud over my head.
Although I won't name who defriended me, I will say that she's quite beloved by people on LJ and in the SPN fandom, which I guess is why this hurts so much. Her defriending was so random, so out of the blue...it feels like getting knifed in the back. Half of her flist is on my flist, yet somehow I didn't measure up.
Proof of how upset I am? I've considered deleting my LJ.
I'm turning off comments because I simply can't deal with replying back right now.
I thank you for your concern.
I had plans for today. I've got this huge to-do list (12 LJ posts to get done) and instead I'm depressed and don't feel like doing anything. I took a nap and I still don't feel better. It's a beautiful, sunny summer day outside, but there might as well be a dark cloud over my head.
Although I won't name who defriended me, I will say that she's quite beloved by people on LJ and in the SPN fandom, which I guess is why this hurts so much. Her defriending was so random, so out of the blue...it feels like getting knifed in the back. Half of her flist is on my flist, yet somehow I didn't measure up.
Proof of how upset I am? I've considered deleting my LJ.
I'm turning off comments because I simply can't deal with replying back right now.
I thank you for your concern.
