A little more info. on being cut
Jul. 1st, 2009 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaWith more investigation, I've come to learn I was the victim of "a small friends cut". Peachy. So I was one of the unfortunate few. Presumably because I post too much. She was cutting back, after all.
I'm getting angry about it now. She even used that old line of it being "nothing personal". Sure. It's not personal to her! A whole different matter to the person being cut!
I wanted to leave her a scathing comment, a PM, something. But instead I'm venting my frustrations here in my own journal. So I chickened out.
I've been dealing with my depression by making icons. I always turn to fanart when I'm upset.
*sigh* I dunno. I'm not just going to get over this one. I'm going to cringe every time I see her username somewhere. And of course, so many of you are friends with her, so it's not going to be easy.
I hate being this upset, of losing a whole day to this, of letting it get to me so much. At the same time, I can't quickly turn off my emotions or change the way I feel either.
I guess I get too attached to people.
I'm getting angry about it now. She even used that old line of it being "nothing personal". Sure. It's not personal to her! A whole different matter to the person being cut!
I wanted to leave her a scathing comment, a PM, something. But instead I'm venting my frustrations here in my own journal. So I chickened out.
I've been dealing with my depression by making icons. I always turn to fanart when I'm upset.
*sigh* I dunno. I'm not just going to get over this one. I'm going to cringe every time I see her username somewhere. And of course, so many of you are friends with her, so it's not going to be easy.
I hate being this upset, of losing a whole day to this, of letting it get to me so much. At the same time, I can't quickly turn off my emotions or change the way I feel either.
I guess I get too attached to people.
