Self-destruct mode
Aug. 5th, 2009 03:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
raloriaSpent most of Tuesday organizing stuff in our bathroom cabinets with my mom. Got online late in the evening and my internet was all wonky. Got kicked off a couple of times and then it was very spotty and slow. Still not much better now. Had 2 different browsers crash on me and it's making it nearly impossible to get anything done.
I'm still kinda upset at myself over my stupid posting mistake yesterday. Doing all kinds of self-abuse in my head, which is normal for me. I've had all the usual thoughts: I should just quit posting things, dump my journal, go on hiatus for a while....none of which I'll probably do, but the ideas are there all the same.
Why is it when I try to do something good I mess it up all the time? Two years in a row I've made this same mistake and I still haven't learned my lesson. I'm usually so good at using cuts on spoilery material, but this thing with the Gag Reels is where I always screw up. Nobody has defriended me over this, btw, for which I'm grateful. I've been defriended for far smaller infractions. Guess you could say I'm a little gun shy at this point.
Anyway, I should be done beating myself over this in a day or so. Bear with me and I'll get back on track again. Until then, I'm really not in the mood to answer comments or post anything extra other than the Just 'Cause caps, so I might be a little quiet until I get over this.
Thank you for all your comments the other morning. Looks like I was harder on myself than anyone else was being, but I thank you for caring all the same.
I'm still kinda upset at myself over my stupid posting mistake yesterday. Doing all kinds of self-abuse in my head, which is normal for me. I've had all the usual thoughts: I should just quit posting things, dump my journal, go on hiatus for a while....none of which I'll probably do, but the ideas are there all the same.
Why is it when I try to do something good I mess it up all the time? Two years in a row I've made this same mistake and I still haven't learned my lesson. I'm usually so good at using cuts on spoilery material, but this thing with the Gag Reels is where I always screw up. Nobody has defriended me over this, btw, for which I'm grateful. I've been defriended for far smaller infractions. Guess you could say I'm a little gun shy at this point.
Anyway, I should be done beating myself over this in a day or so. Bear with me and I'll get back on track again. Until then, I'm really not in the mood to answer comments or post anything extra other than the Just 'Cause caps, so I might be a little quiet until I get over this.
Thank you for all your comments the other morning. Looks like I was harder on myself than anyone else was being, but I thank you for caring all the same.
